by the time i have written this blog, i will have a video i can post :) it's uploading to youtube right now.
so. tomrrow i have an appointment with the diabetes/pump nurse. i have been looking at/reading about pumps for a while now, reading several blogs of pumpers, etc. and i'm pretty sure it's the direction i want to go in. (dave's first reaction: 'but what about when we have sex?!?!?!')
i have struggled to maintain a decent hba1c since i switched to MDIs. it has rocketed, in fact, and keeps climbing despite my attempts to keep it down. i have done DAFNE and i try to stick to the principles of it. but i feel like right now diabetes is winning the battle, and i'm a sinking ship. or something.
i've also noticed that i am losing my hypo awareness, which scares me silly. i've been down to 2.7 and not felt it. weirdly it was only when i was coming back up that i felt low? odd.
i'm sure i'll have a nice big blog post for tomorrow after the appointment...for now: